*pessy*

wow, time goes by so faster...
sooner, i'll have to further my study in form 4...
i'm now is in a holidays..
well, this holidays, is a very lonely and damn bored holidays...
i'm doing all the same things everday as time goes by...
i so lonely, no one accompany me...
anyway, i feel so bad...
it was about me and my family...
i had a quarrel with them...
i want to work as it can earn some money so that i can buy some reference books myself and no need to get from them...
but why they just cant understand my feeling???
i know they keep me at home and doesen let me go to work is for my own good, for my satefy, i know that...
but i'm no longer a child, i know that i'm still 15 as i'm still a teenager, but my mind has already grown up...
my mind is mature enough and i can analyse which is good for me and which is bad for me...
i know that...
you all want me to be more independence but you guys never give me the chance to prove that i can live on my foot...
and you guys had told me before that if i have something to tell you, i must say it out, but when i meet some problems, i want to tell you guys, but you guys never give me the chance...
so how can i tell you...
or sometimes i want to tell you guys but you never listen to me and scold me instead...
what should i do? i'm ur daughter and i have feeling...
i'm not an animals or a chump, i just want some caring from you guys...
it's very hard for you gyus or it's a demanding???
huh...
i dun know what to do now...
i have lost my way...

Today is already 3/9/2007...
I'll be going to have my life's second big examination soon...
So nervous...
Can i get straight A's??
Could i??
Oh my GOD...
I want to study hard and do many exercise now...
I hope i can get straight A's..
That's was my dream since i was 12...
No matter what happen, i'll try my best to do the best in the PMR...
Yeah, I CAN...
Jia you la...
Gambateh...
Tomorrow will be better than today...
Tomorrow will be a happy day...